help me find myself..

Today I heard the song you wrote for her, and you sound so happy.
I must admit that I was expecting to feel something, like somehow it would affect me.
And it did, but it wasnt sadness. I was smiling. I was happy that you were happy.
It felt like I was just listening to another cheesy song.
It's through this that I've realised.
I've come to accept that things were not meant to be between us.
That I'm thankful for what happened, because now I've seen that I'm capable of moving on.
I've been feeling this way for a long while now, I just was not sure.
I felt afraid to listen to that song, because I didn't want to feel down.
But I knew today, that it was going to be different.
Through the help of certain things, the smallest little strings that kept me attached to you are now gone.
I believe that I am no long affected by you.
All I do now is just smile about it.
Because it was beautiful while it lasted.
And it ended, but something more beautiful came from it.
I told myself there was a reason all this happened.
And that eventually I was going to find out that reason.
I've found it, and I'm cherishing it.

Thank you.. you were my inspiration for writing this. You helped me :)

I JUST WANT YOU - AJ RAFAEL
"There's something I gotta say to you
but I'm so afraid of what you'll do
I'll just admit this to you now
That I'm stuck on glue on you some how
Don't want to feel so cold inside
I want to feel the warmth that I feel with you all the time
Surrounding me just like the wind
cause you're the one who makes me see
Help me find myself, like how I found you
I need you so we can live happily too
I just want you
I want to go out with you tonight
A picnic with candle light
I might just hold you tight
Tell me you want to be my queen
If not it's ok a princess seems just my type I promise I'll be there tonight
I want to keep you warm when winters white
And make the summer walks on the beach sound nice
I need you now to talk with on the phone for hours at a time
Baby I just want you to be mine all mine..."