motion.

I've found myself only doing what I'm meant to be doing.. And at the same time, I'm not really doing a great job at it. I know I could be putting in more effort.. But I just ain't feeling it.

A theory could be that it's because there's just so much that needs to be done.. And everytime you take a step, another thing pops up. I'm just like "blerh! I can't be bothered".

Shame on me!

I know that I have to do more, I want to do more.

And I guess at this stage, I have to gather up my motivation.. And just do it.

I have to gather up my emotions again.. Because at this point.. I just don't feel anything. Even at school, I just go to lectures and pracs.. Do what I have to do.. And that's it. I've found I haven't even made much of an effort to communicate with others.

And I know now, that it has to change.

I will change it. I know how it felt before.. And I miss it. It will be better this time :D
Hopefully.

Okay, maybe after mid-semester exams and tests. Because I have to focus on them.

But yes, I will start to live life more again. I havnt heard that in a while.. "live your life a little".

"Yes, it's easy to find people who exist.. but it's rare to find those who are actually living"

let's get this happening!

Peace&Love